My assessment of my own character is kind of flawed but I think that I'm a very straightfoward person. People have said that I'm honest, easy-going and a little mysterious, and although I don't think I'm any of those things I'm glad people think of me that way.

I have surface level interest in a lot of things and a deep understanding of none. I'm not a very talkative person (irl) but when I do talk it's mostly about nothing. I have a 'do things for the sake of your self interest and not for anything else' mentally and in that sense I am quite self-centered.

The reason I like moe anime girls is because they're cute. I want to hug them. That's it really, nothing else to it. I like cute things.

The real life art style sucks (it's not cute).

I like customising things which is probably why I gravitated towards personal websites and such. My goal in life since I was small was to have one of those outlandishly overdecorated otaku rooms with eroge wallscrolls everywhere, and save up enough money so that I don't have to go outside or interact with anyone ever again (except for a maid I'll pay (very well) to cook me food). I will spend my day eating lavish, watching anime and playing singleplayer videogames. - This will never happen because I don't want to work.

The only hobby that I'm really consistent with is that I draw. Mostly anime girls and my own characters. I like making characters and exploring character dynamics. I have a lot of characters, enough to make a party fighting game or a gacha game or something.

As for fashion, I like techwear but realistically I just wear whatever my mum buys me. I hate buying clothes for myself, it gets me rather anxious, and all the clothes here look like low quality ass. I hate spending money in general.

My other interests lie in nerdy stuff like maths, science, tech, etc. But like I said my interests are mostly surface level. My brain is rotting from overexposure to dumb internet people, but before it reaches it's eventual heat death I'd really like to self learn physics, electrical engineering (for theory and building random circuits — not to be an engineer lol), and computer science. I'd also like to do a lot of diy stuff — woodworking, soldering — I'd like to make a model railway (lol), but I haven't touched that stuff since school and it's embarrassing to do it in front of others (i'm clumsy).

Even though I draw, I don't consider myself very artsy. I can draw anime girls because I grinded that skill since I was a kid. My other artistic skills are lacking. I'm not a very musical person (though I like musicals), but I've been trying (and failing) to teach myself guitar.

In the past, I've been called 'strange' or 'weird', which I find hilarious. If anything, I am the average of all people. People who think I'm weird are usually the weird ones. Even those who are known as 'normies' are weird as shit. I'm a super normal, super boring, average guy and I wouldn't change that for the world. Sure, maybe my interests are pretty niche outside internet land but when it comes to my personality it's all pretty normal. I'm just a little quiet sometimes.

Like I wrote before, I haven't grown out of my edge lord/emo phase, thus most of the stuff in my blog or diary is angsty teenage bullshit that I'm way too old for.

My waifu for life is Marisa Kirisame from Touhou.